Photo: (c) Jamie K. Reaser
These
old meadow-larked fields have their
tumbled
rock walls with golden lichen suns,
and
the forest, its shaggy edge.
My cabin has a magnificent mahogany
My cabin has a magnificent mahogany
door,
solid and rich vibrant brown,
salvaged
from someone who could not love it
like
I can; do not give away privilege to the
first
hellos and last goodbyes of any given
day
unless there
is
great joy in it, and some amount of longing.
Boundaries have their place.
When I first moved to this mountain land, I
raced about in the thick duff
putting up
‘No Trespassing’
signs on any tree that would agree
to hold them.
But the trespassers and those big black bears take
But the trespassers and those big black bears take
them down: one malicious, one
curious.
I’ve calmed a bit about the lines,
well, more
accurately, somewhat surrendered,
now making a
mark with silver paint, brushing on
my grief for feeling
the need to do this at all – to say
‘No!’ because
the sacred is not always understood
on sight.
What does one make of a life like this?
How many marks are needed
and in what form
for a woman to be heard?
“This is the threshold of my home.”
~ Jamie K. Reaser, Author
Published in "Coming Home: Learning to Actively Love this World"
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Thank you for sharing the grace and humanness of your experiences and questions and answers, Jamie. They are gifts of companionship and courage.
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