Image: (c) Jamie K. Reaser
in Everyday Life/Hiraeth Press
Stop holding your breath.
The one laying there next to you,
back at your side,
hogging all the covers,
that one doesn’t have to offer
what you are looking for,
doesn’t even understand that
you are looking,
Seeking.
That one prefers to remain asleep,
eyes closed.
Stop holding your breath.
That unmet longing that has you ceiling-staring
has nothing to do with being completed by another.
Nothing.
That unmet longing is the yet-to-be-had,
never-to-be-ended conversation
between your Soul and the Spirit that unites us all.
And, “Why yet unmet?” you ask.
Because you cannot truly engage in any dialogue
while holding your breath!
Part your lips, open your mouth, and release your
inflated cheeks and fears.
Breathe.
Inhale Life. Exhale Love.
Inhale Life. Exhale Love.
It’s time to do what you’ve known
it’s time to do.
With utmost intent,
it’s time to enter into The Sacred Marriage.
With utmost compassion,
it’s time to love yourSelf enough…
Breathe.
©2010-2011/Jamie K. Reaser
Published in "Note to Self: Poems for Changing the World from the Inside Out" by Hiraeth Press (www.hiraethpress.com). Nominated for the 2012 Pushcart Prize.
There are dreams,
like fruits,
which pucker and shrivel
on the stem.
The erotic drip of juice from your chin
is not guaranteed,
no matter how intimate
your relationship
with tree,
and blossom,
and pollinator.
I looked upon such a dream-fruit
today.
There was grief,
and that old familiar smell
of truncated memories.
I had a mind, for a moment, to pluck
the shrunken, hard dried mass
and take it into ceremony,
but my hand stopped,
suspended,
in mid notion.
Aghast.
What arrogance to think that any
intervention on my part would grant
a more holy passage
than Destiny’s plunk into the cradle
of leaf and microbes!
And that’s what I learned today
about dreams –
Sometimes, part way is fruition.
Sometimes,
it’s best to simply step back
and let the energies
return to their Source for re-cycling.
So, to the being on the stem,
I bowed in prayer position
instead.
© 2010-2012/Jamie K. Reaser
Published in "Note to Self: Poems for Changing the World from the Inside Out" (www.hiraethpress.com)