
Image: Sophie Munns (?)



Time has been kidnapping our memories
of the little things:
Her daily routines,
the zany habits.
We used to laugh –
with her and at her.
Today we tried to recall handbags.
There was the decoupaged wooden box
with a cold metal strap that she crafted
herself in the basement in the ‘70s.
In the ‘80s we were broke.
She made do with a LeSportsac
hand-me-up
and a gray faux leather bag,
so frayed at the edges that
the cording showed.
Grandma complained at the sight of it,
nearly as much as she complained
that Mom needed a haircut
in order to show off her neck better.
In the ‘90s she took to big totes,
carting around her knitting,
reading materials,
and colorful scarves -
Things to bide her time
and distract.
She wasn’t good at keeping house
or tending handbags.
She’d dig and dig
and dump on counter tops
for keys, glasses, and that lipstick.
She was always putting on lipstick.
This we remember best.
The spread of the bright red grease.
The smack of the lips on Kleenex
until she approved of the mirror’s presentation.
This was ritual.
Our mother kept her purses in the liquor closet.
That’s just the way it was.
© 2010/Jamie K. Reaser

For decades,
the Sun has planted
passionate
hickeys upon my cheeks.
Brown and splotchy,
they greet my eyes in
the reflections of glass
and puddle,
And my mind caresses
the memories of so many lusty,
blue-sky rendezvous.
Oh, but,
Recently,
a woman gasped
at the sight of me:
“You have so many
liver spots!”
she exclaimed.
Her expressions spoke
of horror -
like Death himself
had just, suddenly,
for the first time ever,
whispered in her ear:
“People age.
Then people die.
You too.”
And, in a voice pleading
for naiveté,
she moused:
“You can cover them
with make up,
you know.”
Two years prior,
a dermatologist
enthusiastically offered to
“make them go away.”
I,
looking inside,
declined.
Hmmm.
Why, I wonder,
would anyone want
to destroy evidence
of life-long courtship
with a Faithful Lover?
No.
These that mark me
are the love notes
of Life.
I am growing older
and I shall do what
any woman would
do who has
wisdomed
through her
experience of Love Making.
I shall, until I die,
invite
a notorious
ménage à trios
with Crows.
© 2010-12 Jamie K. Reaser
Published in "Note to Self: Poems for Changing the World from the Inside Out" (www.hiraethpress.com)